RP Character Things

XX/21/XX

(16 yrs old)

                   There is so much to write, but were to begin? Perhaps, at the beginning would be best....? All I know is I'm glad to be alive. I can't write the details, for fear of who or what might find this journal. People would call me crazy if I told them I've seen hell... It exists... it has a name... Silent Hill.

                Just imagine a place were all the darkest and nastiest things dwell. Hot fires, pipes, rust, fans, devices, tortured things...ashes...sirens...monsters... Words don't even sum it up... what's worse is to know that the worst monsters of all are us - humans. The things we are capable of under the right circumstances...it amazing and utterly disgusting.

               Then again, even the most darkest of people are capable of miracles and love. I met other people there. Even with their dark secrets, they still protected me...even after knowing what I did. I don't know how to thank them, I don't think I can repay them...

XX/03/XX

(16 yrs old)

                  I can't stop thinking about him - Mathias. I swear, I'll marry him one day! He was one of the one's there with me in that scary world. I've never seen someone try so hard to protect me. I don't care how old he is or was or is now or whatever - I love him. He keeps trying to make me fall in love with other people - people my age. But I don't want them. They don't love me. They don't know me, what I've done... Who else could possibly love a ......? Besides, they haven't proved anything to me. I know Mathias will keep me safe. Will they? No. Those school boys are annoying, so immature, so blah. Those boys are just that - boys. They don't love me, they just want me. I want love...

XX/13/XX

(17 yrs old)

                One year has passed and we're still safe. I live with Hank. I wanted to stay with Mathias, but he wouldn't let me. Said he had to get his life together and I should get mine together too. Oh well, I get to see him on the weekends! I still won't date anyone. Mathias said he'd wait 'til I turned 18. Just one more year.... Meh. I'm not a little kid. I'm old enough - I tell him that all the time, but the answers are all the same... He'll see, I won't give up and I won't stop.

XX/10/XX

(17 yrs old)

                  It's almost been two years since then. Things have gotten better and life seems to be moving on. So far, we are safe. Oh! My birthday is in a few days! I'll be 18. I already told Mathias what I want and where to find me. I waited all this time... Ahk! These days are gonna pass so slowly! I can't wait!  I hope he keeps to his word. I' ve made it clear - I don't want any one else.  I'll follow him to the end of the world if I have to just to prove I love him... I'll follow him any where....