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Sasha Can't Sleep Part 2 -Quiet Reflections ~back again~

So sitting in my bed, looking off into nothingness and the darkness ofmy room, I have nothing better to do than think. Thinking. Thinking.Ah, this is one of those times that I HATE thinking.

Everyone seems to have grown. I guess everyone's true colors areshining through. Having the "aliens" on board doesn't seem asintriguing as before. I don't know, it doesn't provoke me to thinkanymore it that direction. Hm - Marx is still quiet, although there issome kind of humor under all that silent calm! What a prankster he canbe, sending such naughty videos of Krya to Christopher! I'd say shameon him, but I've done such to. I can't help it, it makes me smile tosee Christopher's face as he watches such things. Is it terriblethough, that I enjoying watching as well? Mm, well no matters there. Itis mere amusement. Some one is going to have to have a sitting withKrya - she needs to get her act together - she can't be leavingChristopher hanging like that. I have to say it is rather cute to watchthe two of them play, but it's all going so....slow. Perhaps it is methough, I don't care for slow and steady. Isn't my style, never wasnever will be. I find the long something takes, the more disappointedone will be in the end. It doesn't seem to be like that for themthough. Teehee - I wonder if there'll be another wedding when we returnhome? How long will it take them to realize the love that's therebetween them? Lets see diary, I'll bet you yes, when we return homethere will be a wedding.

Slowly I am learning, I will find my way into each of their minds andlearn how they run, what makes them go. It will take a while, but Iwill learn. I can't explain why, but it is something I need to do. Itisn't bad, just an analysis of the mind. Now that there is a newsomeone on board, this might take longer than expected.

There is goes again. Wondering. I have to keep my mind on a shortleash. How long has it been since I've felt this? A long while ago, andthat didn't end well. I hope this isn't a dead end. I don't think I'llever get used to falling this fast. What kind of trouble am I gettingmyself into now? Papa had the last person I fell for sent away afterthat movie theater incident in high school.

Looking at this in a scientific way, I wonder how this is going towork? He seems partially workable. Low attention span, seemingly oddbehavior, almost pet-like. Perhaps I can teach him a few things? Ifhe's going to be stuck with me, might as well teach him as much of boththe American and Russian language I can cram into his brain. It couldprove useful. I assume, he can read and write in his own language.Perhaps I can learn something from him? I like his spunkiness, it'scute. I'm going to have to spend a lot of time teaching him bettermanners, even just getting the basics down is going to be a task. Ishall research later some teaching techniques, there has to some stylethat'll work. Lets just hope we live through this fight so I can get toit.

Oh great! What am I going to do with him during that? Just looking atthe people he came in with, I don't know if he's going to be ok. Thosepeople seemed like a joke. Then again, he doesn't look like them and Idon't know where he came from. I'll have to make note to ask him that.That should be interesting. Maybe it's their fault he's all...weird?Hm...Well I can't spend too much time here, I need to write to Papa.Don't know when he'll get my email, so the sooner I send it the better.

Off to finish thinking and writing my email. Did I mention that I HATE thinking.

Sasha's Email from Space - Set 1 Hey Papa,

How are you doing? I hope all is going well. Space is strange, sostrange Papa. We were out here for what seemed a small while andalready we've come in contact with "aliens". You know these "aliens"are so weird. Are they all so high and mighty thinking of themselves? Iguess it isn't only man-kind that is so self centered. The travel isnice, nothing like the movies! I wish you were here to see all this!Even the darkness is pretty. Space is beautiful, yet so strange.

Sigh, again off into battle soon. I'm a bit nervous, not just formyself, but for this extra someone that has been added...yes someone.I'll detail you later in the email. But my friends, that's what they'vebecome now. Being here in such close quarters has brought out suchcolors amongst people and brought us all closer. Nothing to worryabout, these people are all nice. It's like having a mini-space family!At first, just leaving the country made me feel so out of place. Ireally miss being at home with you.

I guess I never fully realized how much I have in common withChristopher! He's like the brother I never had - don't worry Papa, Iwon't ask you to go and get me a brother! But he and I see on such adifferent level then how such I see with other people. It's interestingreally. I like it, it's refreshing and fun. Perhaps one day you canmeet my friends. I'm sure we could set something up?

Do you remember Papa, the trouble I used to get into when I was little?Yes, yes, I'm still making such. Apparently Christopher and Krya have alittle something going on and I'm making things go by just a littlefaster! Haha, how fun! The two are so silly to watch!

Oh, hey Papa, do you know anything of a Marx? Out of all of them, he'sthe hardest to read and the quietest of all. So...odd! He seems toenjoy his science a lot.

Well I did say I'd explain that someone to you. Well, he's a bit of anodd ball. Cyris is his name, but I fear he is going to devoureverything. He isn't the brightest bulb, but that just means he isn't athreat. Hopefully by the time I see you again, I'll have him undercontrol. I think his strange behavior is captivating and alluring, butthere are a few things I must work out of him. Don't worry Papa, I'llbehave...for a while...maybe...

Well, I'll email you again after the fight, perhaps I'll get a message from you before hand!

Bye for now,

Sasha

Email to Krya - Whether it is read b4 the battle or after... (here is the email that Violet will be sending to Krya, don't know ifthere will be time before the battle or if it'll be done after, I justwant to write it down so I don't forget it)

Hello Krya,

How are you this evening? Hopefully I haven't disturbed you fromanything, but this is rather important. I've noticed your a bit shywhen it comes to certain things from observing you over the time we'veall been together, so before bringing this up in person, I'd taken thetime to begin the situation via email. I will come to talk to youlater, if you don't give me a time and place, I'll come find you.

Unlike you, I'm straightforward when it comes to these things and itdrives me nuts when people beat around the bush over something likethis. To tell you the truth, Christopher is like a brother to me and Iwant him to be happy. Honestly before I knew him I misjudged hischaracter and morals, but getting to know him better has changed suchthoughts. I wasn't too sure of you either, but you've proven yourselfuseful and to be a nice person.

That is why I must let you know this. I don't know if he's made itfully clear yet, but he likes you - not like a friend, but as somethingmore. Ifyou have those same feelings to him, you should let him know. I'vetalked with him on several occasions about you and I don't want youleading him on if you don't feel the same way. He's definitely got youon the brain so you have nothing to lose. Why do you think I keptspending time with him earlier? I was getting his side of the story; heneeded someone to talk to before making any moves! If you need any helpgoing about it, let me know - I pretty good at hooking people up...usedto do it in high school. The only thing I need to know is, can I trustyou with his heart? I don't need to be cleaning up the mess if you'regoing to break it - at the moment I have my own issues to deal with andpersonally don't want anymore stress...If you're going to take care ofhim...go for it!

XD

Violet T.

Sasha's Private Journal ~Oh my...~

I don't know what to say, but today...today was interesting. The daystarted out kind of funny - bathing an alien is...awkward, especiallywhen the anatomy of such is quite like that of a humans...Strange andawkward as it was like a mix of washing and dog and child...an adult.Needless to say, he knows how to use such! Ha ha, that was so...fun.Ooo, perhaps now I have new ways to get him to bath? Yes, he stillneeds a tad of polishing, but ah, things will be done in their own time!

-Gah...-

Well on other note, I still have yet to hear from my father. It bothers me slightly, I do hope all is well.

+Plab...+

Ah, soon, battle. Worried a bit about my friends. So much has happened.Secrets revealed... How interesting...

Another Space Entry From Violet

I don't know why, but I like having two separate journals...One formore private thoughts, one for more outer thoughts - it helps clear alllevels of the mind.

So on a more open note -

Baths - Showers...Showers beat Baths.

The whole run to that creepy village in the woods with those strangelittle people was nutty. It seemed to leave more questions thananswers. If what the elder said is true, then we will have a big impactupon the universe! What a responsibility! We've found out most of whatthis guy was talking about today...It was all very odd at first. I meanI had my questions and doubts, but I never really thought to pursuethem. You know though, after a moments thought, its not so weird? Myonly question is going to be what Cyris has to do with it? What did hemean by a beast? Meh, I shouldn't dwell on such, time will tell all...

The heart to heart with Krya worked. *smile* Now they can be happy!Isn't that sweet? Now I wonder were it will go? I know for now, therewon't be any wedding for them...isn't really allowed...but then again,we don't play by the rules.

Doesn't say much for me - I could have one if I wanted...

I wonder if all of them know? Probably. He-he, that was rather fun before the meal.

...Uh...well come to mention it...I may have forgotten to use something...

Good thing there's a medic unit on ship, just in case...Good thing I'm building my new toy, that should help keep me safe if so.

Oh my...if so, what would Papa think? And Cyris - would he even know what to do?

Maybe it'd be fun? Oh - would it make the first space born human (well half human)?

Best not to dwell on that. I'll just need to keep an eye on things for a while...

More Thoughts from Violet

Sitting here thinking hurts. I hate thinking. Waiting is rather toughtoo. Soon we shall be entering battle - I'm half curious, half scared.They make these things sound simple yet dangerous...what to expect?Should we be planning now? What tactics should we take? Hm...likefighting a hive...I don't think my new toy will be done in time...maybethough...hm...we shall see. If it is, that could be useful. I need towork on it more, this time with a bit more energy, that Marx used up alot the other day and that wasn't cool! Hm, maybe he would let meborrow some of his teams to help finish this up faster? Hm...thisshould be fun!! I'll ask soon as I see Marx.

Again...thinking leads my mind to wandering...

~Still wondering...maybe...*smile* I kinda hope so~

Sasha's Hidden Journal

Things have been...interesting lately. Judging how the Space Elves hadsome of their kind join us it makes me question their motives. Do theytrust us? Is this a death mission and they want to make sure we don'tcome back? I don't care for their social structure, but are they thatcruel? Perhaps I am worrying too much, perhaps I am putting too muchthought into this...But what bothers me is that they don't seem to careabout others. Figuring they know of other species out there, they seemto deem themselves very high in the food chain. The human race has theexcuse of not knowing others existed, so in our context, we were thehighest on the food chain. I find them quite questionable as apeople...They hate men, but they have special "hookers", as we've gotone aboard our ship! Very odd indeed. Good thing it didn't fullycollapse Chris and Krya's relationship. It's so fragile - like a newborn baby! That intrusive elf girl seems to be very interested inChris. Mmm, so far though, they're going strong. Oh, it was odd, butMarx, he has a sense of HUMOR. A very twisted and strange sense ofsuch, but he's got one!! Somehow he got into the space ships intercomsystems and sent out odd messages!! What a nut.

Glad to have gotten my project to working condition! I don't know howwell it'll work, as I can't test it in space yet! It's not fullyfinished, there's alot to add, but I'll need more supplies and otherthing. Plus I need to see what needs to be fixed before I add anythingelse to this toy of mine. If I can get it to work, I'll have to showPapa when we go home! I know he'll love it!!! Hm... still awaiting wordfrom him...he never did return my email - is he ok? Lets just hope wedon't need his help in the up coming fight...He wouldn't be able to gethere anyway, least get here on time. Unless he had some kind of 'out ofour world' connect. I mean, now knowing Chris is half Space Elf, whoknows if there were any other unrecorded visits! Oh dear, I'm rathernervous to know too, what's going on back on Earth? I do hope nothingbad has happened! Captain Scratch and Sniff better not be up to nogood!!! Oooo, I do hope those Space Elves aren't poking around thereeither! Gah, we do not need their influence amongst our people. We'veall worked hard over the many years to gain such equality, gender wiseand socially. We have no need for them to interfere and ruin somethingnice.

Oh my...Once work was finished...there was more personal business toget to...Hehe...Didn't expect such to be so...fun! Even if he isn't thebrightest bulb, he knows what he's doing in that aspect. Oh, and we gota bit of teaching going. That wasn't as fun as... play time. Had to usethe alphabet soup to get him to work. Well maybe next time we'll usesomething else...He made me laugh too - nearly spilled exactly what wedo during play time! Well, at least I know he likes it, but damn, hedoesn't need to spread it to everyone...not yet anyway! I wonder...howmany times in a day we can? Lucky little bugger, gets to sleepafterwards and I gotta go do work!

~

I'll write more later, at the moment, I have something I've got to go do.

Sasha's Thoughts -

Fatal Retreat The day has come where man isn't as powerful as he once thought. Whatwe have seen can not be unseen, what has happened, will not go away.Man is no longer the most destruct force in the universe...Thesecreatures...the Brood...so simple, yet horridly destructie. Asconfirmed, it takes merely a week for them to totally destroy a planetand consume all life upon it. How...putrid...such filthy insects...Ican't believe we had to run, but there was no choice. Once thesecreature get ahold of a planet...it's hopeless...everything isgone...Compared to our civil war to unite Earth, our war was nothing.It's been a long time since I was truely afraid...truely hopeless...Ifear even Papa's help wouldn't do here. I hope all is well...I hopethey haven't gotten to our planet. We're picking up new people andrelocating them to our planet, perhaps they can help defend it once weleave again. I really don't want to leave Earth again...I fear the dayI return and it is gone...I want to take Papa with me this time. Idon't want to loose anyone else...I refuse. I will not except it.

More thoughts from Sasha

I still don't trust these Space Elf women...their motives seem fake.They sent us out to clean up a planet, that in the end, they didn'tmind destroying. Were they going to try and kill us too and blame it onan acciedent? I don't like the way they talk down, nor the scowls theymake. I don't think it's just men that they look down on, I think it'sanything that isn't them. I don't trust them...not one bit. They knewit was hopeless and they purposely sent us there. They wanted us to die.

Mmm, on the other hand, we're going to be have at least 300 more peopleaboard this ship, as we a relocating two space spieces back to outplanet! This should be fun! I bet you Captain Scratch and Sniff isgonna be pissed!!! Hehe, there's going to be more male elves on thisship~

Well Perhaps we will have time to test out my theories and see how longCyris and I can go...how many times in a day. I do hope they don't wanttheir cabin boy back! He's doing just fine taking care of my cabin.Well I won't let them take him back. I'm sure he wouldn't want to goany way.

i think we reached our goal...

So this morning...yeah...I think...I think our goal has been reached!Strange green discharge and massive munchies...I mean like unendingmunchies! And it makes me crave things I don't eat...like napkins -dear lord I'm becoming like Cyris, eating something just because I canget it into my mouth! With an appetite like that, I don't think I canhide this from anyone!

I went to see Sara and she said it wasn't a "space disease" and therewas something...something that couldn't be seen through the X-Ray inthere! I'm sure it isn't a tumor, I think Sara would have figured thatout soon enough and I can't think of anything else it could be. Poorgirl, this must have been so weird for her! I wonder how many caseslike this she's had to deal with before...minus the alien part ofcourse?

Now...I gotta break the news to two important people here - Cyris,cause he's the daddy and Chris, cause I don't want to get in trouble.I'll worry about telling Papa when I see him... I hope Cyris takes thisok...I wonder what it'll do for him? Some people get really weird whenthey find things out like that. Oh...man...Chris is going to bepissed...I wonder what he's going to do? I hope he doesn't courtmartial me...or kick me out or make me leave...I'm having fun here.Besides I can't go home home yet...Papa is still on the run. I can't gohome until he can stop running... That's going to be fun...Papa is notgonna like this...I mean, he might be happy to be a grand-papa, but Idon't think he wants an alien grand-child. Oh well, he's going to haveto deal with it. I'll tell him, maybe if he didn't get rid of thatother boy I went out with back in school, maybe I wouldn't have had toturn to Cyris...though...hehe...I wouldn't tell him, I'd drop thathuman boy like a hot potato when I saw Cyris anyway...There's justsomething alluring about Cyris. Maybe it's his innocent child-likebehavior...or his face or...naked time...I don't know, I can't explainit. It just is. I hope Papa doesn't try to hurt Cyris...or this...baby.I won't forgive him if he does. I'm not a baby no more, I can make myown choices. Papa's little girl has grown up and has free will. Eck.I'm thinking about this too much. Maybe Papa will be happy? Wouldn'tthat be weird? If he was actually happy about this? At hand though, Istill have to deal with Chris. I don't know how Chris will react...hedidn't seem happy at all, so this is going to be fun.

Hmm...I'll talk to Cyris first. He needs to understand he hasresponsibilities now. After that, I want to go talk to those Space boysand see if they know anything useful...as scary as it would be, maybeone of their doctors could help Sara out? After we sort that out, andget somethings settled and confirmed, I'll talk to Chris. Maybe he'llbe cooled down later? I'm going to have to ask him for a biggerfridge...I hope me and Cyris don't end up eating all the food on boardbefore we get home!

Ooo if all goes well, do I get a baby shower?...Oh my and a name...it'sgoing to need a name...and how am I going to find out what gender itis? I want to know before it's born so I can get stuff ready! Ack! IsCyris going to want to help with picking a name? This is going to be soweird! What happens if I have it in space? I wonder how far along I am?Is it being alien going to speed up or slow down the process? Would itbe better if I had it back home? But, then again, they might not let meleave either and I can't just abandon everyone here! Besides, I love myjob now. Will Cyris help take care of it? Is it going to eat as much asCyris does? I guess we can use the spare room that was supposed to befor Cyris before he slept in my bed for the baby if I do have it inspace...Does anyone on this ship know how to sew? Baby will needclothes...If it happens back on Earth, I'm going to need to goshopping...big time. Ahhhhh! So many things to get prepared!!!

Contemplations... Hello diary, here to think again...

It's late and I can't sleep, lucky Cyris is out like a light. Besides abigger fridge, I wonder what else I should request? Maybe it'd be saferto get a room closer to Chris's? This is going to be fun trying to hidethis...Hm...all this eating is going to draw some kind of attention...Ican blame the getting rounder on that, but what to blame all the eatingon? Perhaps another chat with Sara will help...A creepy thought, butmaybe one of them other doctors that came in might be useful too? We'llhave to hold some kind of meeting...and figure this out. Maybe we cancome up with a fake thing to use as an excuse?

I want to keep it, but I don't want to get in trouble...I can figureChris is not going to be happy about this, no one will. Still not tosure how to tell Cyris either - though, the more straight forward I amabout this, the easier it will be for him to understand. Should Icamera so I can get his reaction on video? That might be funny...Thisis going to be a challenge...

Is it bad that I'm a bit excited about this though? Even though it'skind of the wrong place...- for me, it's the right time. I can't waitto see what it's going to be, what it'll look like, how it willact...it's like a Christmas present that you know is there, but youdon't know what's in it and Christmas is still months away! I can'twait, even if it's going to be a bit nutty, it's my something special-

Bitter Sweet Thoughts

It's been a bit since I last wrote in here. Things have gotteninteresting to say the least. On the brightest note, we've picked upthe Mudokens. It's like being part of that wild life preservation groupand we're relocating endangered species! I hope humans don't become anendangered species...

While the Mudoken were being picked up, Krya and I got to go shopping!We bought lots of cool things. Clothing and the likes. I got a newfridge, which was my top priority at the time. I need more room formore food; got some more food too. We got presents for people too. Igot a little something for everyone, I can't wait to hand them out! Ofcourse I had to pick up some toys as well - you can never have toomany. Plus they make a great warding thing as well. Not many people arecomfortable picking them up, let alone dealing with one out in theopen!

More people know now...about it. I had to tell Chris, it was necessary.I was surprised by his reaction - I half expected to be booted, I knowhe has a job to do and many men put that job first. But his reactionwas more of concern - he was clearly upset by it, he didn't want to seeme in jail. That I'm glad for - glad our General is nice, a peopleperson I suppose I could call it. He cares about the people, not justachievements and the such. It would never work out so well in theRussian Army...Papa wouldn't like this at all - even if Papa could stopme from being put into prison, he would never allow this pregnancy togo through. Krya and Marx know too, which is good. Should anythinghappen on the field or when we are out and about, they can help andcall a bluff. We're going to have to come up with something that Saracan say is a medical issue, just in case things run out of hand.Cyris's reaction was rather cute - now he something to keep his ADD atbay. Haha, clearing the way and growling at people that get too closeis rather amusing to watch. I can't wait to see what he does if thisthing get born? It's kind of a sweet reminder of home, when Papa madethe guards take me places when I was younger. Of course they did growlat people...

Well, as it seems, now Chris's brother knows about it. Actually hisbrother know's alot about me now...Honestly it's a bit odd and it kindof bothered me at first. I know he'd have to tell his brother about thepregnancy - we know the situation is bad on Earth - I still can't bringmyself to call it Terra. If their father is dead, then Chris's brotheris next in line and he'd be the one to make sure I don't get locked up.If their dad is still alive, then perhaps have both of his children tosuport me would be useful. They could convince him to be less harsh.But still, the fact that his brother knows I'm Alexi Barkov's daughteris rather troublesome. Now I get blamed if something goes wrong. Thisisn't going to bode well...it makes me very nervous.

Ah! This is rather troubling though. This thing inside is movingorgans around like a corset that's 2 sizes too small! I can feel thingsbeing squished and pushed. Hell, even after having taken anatomyclasses, thanks to this thing, I couldn't tell you were half my lowerorgans are! And food, geesh I had to go and get another fridge! I heardwomen having cravings during pregnancies, but this is ridiculous. Another frustrating this is I still have no clue what gender this thingis...and a rather disturbing thought crossed my mind - what if...whatif it's like more that one? Like how lots of animals have litters ofbabies? Cyris is rather animal-ish and we have no clue as to how thegestation period works. There's no guidelines or what not...why do Ialways realize these details after it's done? Perhaps Berk can help? Ifhe can see all those freaky things like prophecies, maybe he can dobetter than an X-Ray and tell me what gender this thing is - I don'twant to keep referring to the baby as an it, that rather demeaning.Besides Berk and the other Mudokens knew without me saying anythingthat something was there. Perhaps he can see through this hard thing inmy belly - my best guess would be that this hard thing is an egg ofsorts, but honestly I don't know precisely what it is. Just usingsimple common sense. It's a baby, but there's something hard blockingthe view. Looking through different types of animals and the such fromEarth, an egg makes sense. Also, it wouldn't be wall, as it's pushingthings around all around, not just in one direction...so yeah, that'smy only logical conclusion. That being the case...the birthing processis going to be odd as hell. I'd assume, unless like gecko eggs thatbecome soft during passing time and harden up later, a sea-section isgoing to be in order. Although it is all possible that it could hatchinside, where as my body would have to re-absorb the calcium and birthwould pass near like normal? Oh dear, I really don't want to thinkabout this...it makes me nervous - all I know, is when it happens, Iwant them all to be there. I don't want to be alone. Please let Cyris,Chris, Krya and Marx be there too - of course having a medic would benice...I know Papa wouldn't like it, but perhaps...if he saw how happyit makes me...maybe he'd understand.

Still, it excites me to know this just might work...something thatis mine, something different - just like how no one else has purpleexplosions...only Cyris and I will have this. It will be our specialsomething... I won't let anyone take it away. I want to show theuniverse, it doesn't matter what you are...where you're from, deepdown...we're all the same. I want Papa to learn and the people of Earthtoo...If everyone sees that we are all the same, maybe peace - realpeace, not this false front - will be possible. As much fun theadrenaline rush from fighting is, it'd be nice to go home - to enjoy areal day out, where we don't have to fear something terrible is goingto happen!

Going home...is going to be bittersweet. We know something is wrong -very wrong. The power is out, we can see it from space. This scares me.We have a name, but it's possible anyone could be behind this. With thePresi-Emperor silent, communication is...down. Poor Chris, this must bebugging him nuts. I really hope Papa isn't behind this. It'd be hell toclear his name. What's been done is the past is done, and if we werestarting a new world...then clearing names...Well, if it isn't Papa andif he can be of some help, perhaps things will end well? Maybe there'sa place for him somewhere in our army? I mean, he was trying for thesame thing, so it isn't like he wants to break the world apart. Heknows how to do what he does, so he'd be useful. I mean, they found aplace for me...could they find one for him? To some degree, I'm hopingwhat ever the problem is, that it is human caused. I don't want to dealwith aliens right now, I don't think I could deal with the stress.We've got a bunch on the ship, I'm caring half of one and I hate bugs.I don't like them bug alien things - all creepy and weird and sneakingand nasty. Don't get wrong...I like the aliens we have aboard theship...hell I wouldn't have what I have if I didn't, but them buggyones are very unpleasant...

Sad to say, it'd be easier to deal with humans - humans die so easy.

We are our own destruction...

Eggs in a Manger in the Middle of War

Timing...timing is everything...and hell, timing was pretty bad. I am no longer pregnant... Not soon after we landed on Earth did we come across some issues. We had to land Russia, as we followed the only signal avaible at the time. As glad as I was to be back in my homeland, it was a troubling and disturbing site! The place we landed was a mess and we soon found what had made that mess. Some kind of super tank had located us after Marx  made a loud noise with his weapon. The damn thing ran over my cool snowman - and caused me to go into labor!

What a strange birthing. It was kind of like that Christan manger story, as I was taken to a small building to do such. How akward it was having those farm animals in there with me, but it was nice to have friendly faces around. Chris had sent Cyris away to help hold back the enemy. It frustrated me a bit, but perhaps Cyris showing his usefullness will raise Chris's disposition towards him. After giving birth to eggs, yes, multiple eggs, Papa arrived. I had pressed the pendant's button during our run to the building. I was barely able to stay awake as we headed back and ended up passing out. I hope Chris and Papa don't kill each other...and I really hope Papa doesn't kill Cyris or my eggs. There is much to discuss with Papa. We probably are going to need his help, considering the condition the world is in right now. I fear seeing Papa's full reaction to my situation.

This is going to be wierd...eggs. I guess they need some kind of incubation? I wonder how long they will take to hatch? Will they all survive? How small are they gonna be when they hatch? Are the eggs going to expand as they incubate? I wonder what they are going to look like? How fast are they gonna grow? Oh they are all helping me babysit these things! Boys or girls or both? Ahhhh!!! I need to come up with names!!!

Yea, it was great being a nurse maid...

The Plan, The New Person and Developement -

Strange to see old enimies side by side. It scares me still to see Chris and my Papa working on the same side even though that is what I wanted to happen in the long run. Finally my Papa's name has been cleared! Although it was fun running the field while Chris was away...it was sad to see Chris so down as the bad news came back. He lost his brother and his brother's wife right before his eyes...

The test run with my new Mech...hm I must name it soon... has been a success! It's still a bit rockety, but it works well!  I wonder what I should call it? Hm...I don't know yet.

Ahk! We came across yet another person and his a bit...normal...but different, not as stern as the men from my Papa's army, but he has a stern pressance. He didn't seem to take to well to Cyris - though I wouldn't expect him to given Cyris's appearance. I didn't like the way he looked at my Papa either. Most of humanity didn't have too much trouble taking in the fact that aliens exsist, but this..this guy Savage didn't look so well upon seeing any of them, both Cyris and the Mudokins. I hope he doesn't have a problem with aliens, we're going to be spending alot of time with aliens - and I swear, he trys anything on my babies or Cyris and it's lights out for him!!!!

~Oh! Speaking of babies, one of eggs is pretty far into developement! When I got to speak with Berk, he showed me what she looked like from the outline inside the egg! She's so cute! I name her - Lilith. Hopefully when we are done getting the Pr-Emperor back, I'll get to see her again...maybe she'll hatch!

It's going to be fun infiltrating the white house. Davos is going to be a pain to get to though, if he did what he did, then he's smarter than we are giving him credit for! We have to be extra careful!

Davos is done, it's finally over! After destroying several monuments and most of the white house we finally beat him. Well, Krya beat him while we played with giant metal beasts. It doesn't matter who did the deed, all that matters now is that everyone is safe. Poor Chris, his whole family...is gone. Davos took it all away from him - that man deserves to be thrown into a ditch and forgotten. Hopefully Krya can coax Chris and keep him calm - it's going to be hectic. Chris is now emperor - he's got the whole world on his shoulders. We'll be there though - we'll help him through! My Papa is now part of this too, him and the Iron Guard will serve Chris.  Once again, the world is to be started a new, let us pray this goes well - we still have another journey out into space, I want to come home to a home next time.

Amist all this pain and sadness, there is still great joy! Soon, soon the eggs will hatch! I can not wait to see my babies! I have their names waiting, but I'm going to need to set up a room! Hopefully naming Chris the Godfather will give him something to smile about.

Christmas!

Such great news! My babies have hatched! Seven in total - 4 girls and 3 boys! They are soo cute!!! What sweet little things! It was a long day - lots of present giving and others re-giving (naughty Marx!). The party was fun - the babies were rather silly to watch as the ransacked the party and ate everything in sight! They have such appetites, just like Cyris! The little girls have cute wings! And all their big eyes are so adorable! The littlest one is Yoshi - he's got alot of growing to do. I know it sounds crazy, but I'm afraid to leave them on Earth when we go back into space...If something like this happened again and my babies were gone...You don't want to know what I'd do! Besides, I don't want them to feel abandoned! I love them very much. We got to shopping for the babies and I've put together some decent stuff.

Chris was nice enough to get Cyris and I wedding bands...I still would like to do a wedding - I've always dreamed of having one...

The Day After

How horried, this new guy Savage has been arrested! The charges are crazy! It was a strange day indeed. We had to interrogate the media. Savage managed to get himself kidnapped and Krya got herself hurt! It was such a jumble! All in all to find out that Savage has an evil doppleganger hanging around! Gah! Now I know I can't leave my babies behind! The last time we had a psycopath running around the world nearly ended, I won't let that happen again.

On a better note, we got another wedding to plan - Chris and Krya's! Perhaps they would like a double wedding? It'd be easy enough and we could get it all done in one simple motion. I wonder...

More from Sasha -

Wow, what a trip this has been. Ok, there is alot, I mean alot that's gone down. It was slow for a bit, then with the Wedding, everything just kind of whirled by. The Wedding was beautiful. It was a double, yet so special to each pair. Everything was perfect, just like a fairy tail - even the babies stayed asleep all night!!! The cake was lovely and everything went so well. Dancing and drinking....lots of drinking...later came the...sex...that was nice...lots of fun...though too much...too much isn't good. Have to save some for the Honeymoon.... That was fun too... lots of fun.

Oh...it was funny, had to leave the kids with Papa while we went on our Honeymoon, hope everything went ok... he didn't seem too happy about the kids when I first had them, hell he wasn't happy about Cyris, but that's my stuff now. I can't wait to go back to see my babies... they are growing sooooo fast!!!! So cute they are, getting into little things. Haha, all seven of them are so adorable. Hm....They are so sweet, hope Papa is doing good with them... I didn't mean to dump them on him, I just want him to spend some time with them....

Ak...Well it's time for...bed...hehehe

Email for Papa

I know it's my Honeymoon and all, just wanted to see how things are going. Are my babies ok? How are you? They aren't driving you nuts are they?
Omg...I just realized...we're going back into space soon...
That's kind of.... scary...

I dunno... Well I wanna take my kids with me... that isn't bad is it?

You aren't mad at me...are you...for what I did...?