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Zixkya
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Violet's Eyes War...It always has it's price...so many dead - just losing one is onetoo many. At first, even with my experience, war seemedso...pointless...like murder...slaughter. I would rather have talkedthis out than have to kill all them people. But then I remember...noteveryone is willing to listen and force becomes necessary...

It was so strange to have to use my weapons against my own people,stranger yet the rush was amazing...maybe it was just being there onthe front line. I really didn't want to kill them all, but theadrenalin was amazing. I enjoyed controlling my shat team andstratagising. At least we were able to save some - poor doorman...allmen and women misdirected...what a pity, all of man kind somisdirected.

Being on this side has opened my eyes - we are all misdirected, thereis no perfect truth. You can't have everything you want perfectlyaligned. I've seen how my people think and I've now seen how theseAmericans think, there's no way to fully compromise between thetwo...they are both extremists in their own rights.I don't know howthis "Unified Earth" is going to go, but I hope all goes well...I stilldon't fully understand their stubbornness or why everything has to beso extreme, but I feel there is an answer somewhere.

Still...it irks me so...how can a man more machine than man run thisworld? If man is faulty, then is not his machines too? Something isn'tright...poor man doesn't even look like he's all there...those crudepeople must be running something from behind. How sad it must be,reaching deaths door, only to be ripped back into reality to be satinto a giant machine. One denied of a glorious warriors death, now hasto sit locked up all day...Humans weren't meant to live pastdeath...the body wasn't meant to be made of metal.

Mmm...Aliens...how peculiar...strange they are, but their technology isbeautiful...What gets me most is that it took an Alien race to save mankind...That only proves more that mankind is something to be pitied...

(before the wedding crash)

What a pretty wedding...how strange though, that right after awar...after so much death...they'd have a wedding. I understand thehanding out of awards and such from war, but a wedding so soon, a hugeparty...It's all too soon. I wouldn't expect it from my homeland, so itseems more odd than normal...Sigh...

This is all going by so fast... I wasn't even sure if they would acceptme here in America, but they did. How sad, all I had to do was tellthem some information and they accepted me with open arms...Mm...TheseAmericans...they thrive on bribes and fancy words, at home, thingswouldn't have worked out so. But it is their word of freedom thatentices me so. I've followed so many rules, so many regulations, I wantto see what this "freedom" is...maybe it has my answer...

I've gotten so far, but still, I haven't found what I am looking for. Ihaven't found my answer...my solution. I miss my family...but I can'tsee them, not until I find the solution....


August 25, 2009 at 5:50 PM Flag Quote & Reply

Zixkya
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Violet's Eyes 2 ...What's going on? This makes no sense...he surrendered...why is hehere? Ugh...

August 25, 2009 at 5:50 PM Flag Quote & Reply

Zixkya
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Violet's Thoughts (at the initial crash of the wedding)

Why is my Papa here? Did he not just surrender? Thenagain...surrendering isn't really his thing...After seeing how he puthis all into winning, it seems strange that he would. I haven't foundmy answer...my solution...I can't make him understand, can't make himsee...Why is he here? There's too many, he's going to get himselfkilled...It can't end like that...I can save him...I have to savehim...

But how will they take it? Once they know who I truly am...will theywant to kill me too? I didn't give them my real name when I came aboardto this country, Papa doesn't know I lied...He's going tounintentionally spoil it, then we will both be killed. I can't take onthe whole army...I don't want to die and I don't want to become likethe Presid-"Emperor". I know Papa won't like that either... They knownothing of the true me...

(after wedding crash)

I'm so glad! It wasn't Papa after all! I knew this wasn't like him, Ijust knew it. But how sad, now we are going into space and I won't getto see him any more! Who knows what could happen? What if we don't makeit back? I need to see Papa again...Maybe...Maybe I can ask thePresident if I can see Papa? Maybe Papa can come see me? It would benice...Maybe?


August 25, 2009 at 5:50 PM Flag Quote & Reply

Zixkya
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Through Violet's Eyes Mm...What a strange group of people...I did not realize people whereso...odd-ish here. What to think of such people...hm...How strange itis to be on this side of the fence. More shall come, but for now, thisis what I see -

 

General Christopher Stryker- Just looking at him, I could see his newness to the front line.Looking in his eyes, I could see something I've seen before. It heaviesmy heart to think vengeance was what pushed him through the war...Ican't begin to understand his anger, as I haven't lost anything sodear, but it seems selfish...Poor boy, he must miss his father...noteven half the man left...

But on another note it's nice to see love on the battle. I wonder howlong it will take? Will there be another wedding? There seems to be anakwardness...let us see where this goes. I'd rather see happiness inone's eyes than revenge. He seems interesting enough, perhaps to be agood friend? Making friends is so...different here...it seems like thedifferences pull people together? We shall see his true colors soon.Getting to know him better may be good...

 

Sergeant Marx -Russian like me, but quite different. His silence is...distracting. Ioften wonder what he truly is thinking...be wary of the silentones...that was family advice...He seems to have his own intentions aswell...but I have no clue as to what they are. Things shall truly beinteresting. He has good battle plans, but does he have any socialskills? What an odd person. Though we do share an interest foknowledge...that makes things interesting too...I wonder, I shall haveto keep an eye on him...

 

Sergeant Krya Sukulsky- Her presence confuses me - shy but awkwardly out going at the oddestof moments. She seems nice, but there is something odd about her. Ididn't realize that sick people where allowed to fight up front in thewar? Just looking in her eyes you can see it, there is something wrong.I hope she doesn't become ill on the battle field, her show on thefield was very good - it would be a pity to loose her. It amuses me so,from what I've seen in magazines, every teen girl in America is afterthe young Stryker boy and this sickly girl has seeming won hisattention. I wonder how this will go? How long will it last? How muchstress from war and cameras can she take? This shall be fun to watch...

 

1st Lieutenant Wallace Hammer- I didn't really spend much time hanging around him. He seemed ratherpreoccupied with the fight. Though I don't blame him...poor man, lostso many people and couldn't stop it. Helplessness...the pit of darknessin a soul. I do hope he returns to light. Perhaps a good day out wouldbe nice for him. His fighting is brutish, yet unique...


August 25, 2009 at 5:51 PM Flag Quote & Reply

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-----'- Diary(Words from the Past Pt1) 6/20/2015

Сегодня была забава. Мы вышли и видели птиц. Деревья были хороши. Ялюбил водоем лучшее - было много уток. Утки идут шарлатан. Папа выбралменя симпатичный цветок. Я спасу симпатичный цветок. Цветок являетсярозовым.

Today was fun. We went out and saw birds. The trees was nice. I likedthe pond the best - there was lots of ducks. Ducks go quack. Papapicked me a pretty flower. I will save the pretty flower. The flower ispink.

 

8/13/2019

С днём рождения МЕНЯ!!! После того, как я заканчиваю мою домашнююработу, папа говорит, что есть удивление вниз для меня! Сегоднясобирается быть так забавой! Интересно, какие подарки я получил? Янадеюсь, что я получил комплект, относительно которого я спросил!Интересно, какое удивление ждет меня вниз? Сторона? Пирог? Возможнотолько много подарков!!! Я должен закончить мой завтрак, таким образомя могу сделать мою домашнюю работу и узнать, каково мое удивление!!! Явернусь позже...

Happy Birthday to ME!!! After I finish my homework, daddy says there isa surprise downstairs for me! Today is going to be so fun! I wonderwhat kind of presents I got? I hope I got the kit I asked for! I wonderwhat kind of surprise is waiting for me downstairs? A party? A cake?Maybe just lots of presents!!! I gotta finish my breakfast so I can getmy homework done and find out what my surprise is!!! I'll be backlater...

 

... Таким образом я выяснил то, чем было мое удивление, и я люблю это!Папа получил меня, что комплект и я собираемся начинать строить этозавтра. Папа говорил, что его и дядю поможет мне, мама не хочет меня,чтобы строить это, причина, она думает, что я буду травмирован. Мамабудет видеть, я сделаю хорошую работу! Об и было здорово также, былпирог и люди и музыка и много настоящих! Это было так развлечение!

Хорошо я должен лечь спать теперь, Папа говорит, что это - покидает в спешке теперь, и Мама должна здесь прочитать историю.

...So I found out what my surprise was and I love it! Papa got me thatkit and I'm going to start building it tomorrow. Papa said him anduncle will help me, mama doesn't want me to construct it, cause shethinks I'll get hurt. Mama will see, I'll do a good job! Oh and it wasfun too, there was cake and people and music and lots of presents! Itwas so fun!

Ok I have to go to bed now, Papa says it's lights out now and Mama is here to read a story.

 

 

9/2/2022

Я столь взволнован, я начинаю среднюю школу завтра. Мама и Папасоглашаются, что было бы лучшее, если я иду к частной школе. Это -немного вне дома, таким образом мне, возможно, придется остаться там, иВы не можете остаться в государственных школах. Они позволяют мне идтив общественную начальную школу, но я должен был быть дома обученныйтакже. Мама говорит, иду ли я к частной школе, я вероятно не будунуждаться в дополнительном домашнем обучении. Но... Я отчасти как это.Я люблю быть шикарным. Я люблю производить на преподавателейвпечатление и делать детей ревнивыми, что я знаю все ответы! Иногдакласс скучен, потому что все ответы настолько легки! Возможно эта школадаст мне вызов...

I'm so excited, I start middle school tomorrow. Mama and Papa agreethat it'd be best if I go to a private school. It's a bit away fromhome, so I might have to stay there and you can't stay at publicschools. They let me go to a public elementary school, but I had to behome schooled too. Mama says if I go to the private school, I probablywon't need extra home schooling. But...I kind of like it. I like beingsmart. I like impressing the teachers and making the kids jealous thatI know all the answers! Sometimes class is boring, because all theanswers are so easy! Maybe this school will give me a challenge...


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Zixkya
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8/31/2023

Школа настолько легка! Хорошо, Папа говорил, что он установит это дляменя, он пошел к моей школе и говорил с основным капиталом. Так, когдая иду в школу на следующей неделе, я иду в более высокий класс! Я недолжен пойти в 7-ой класс. Я добираюсь, чтобы пойти в 8-ой класс! Ястоль взволнован. Это лучше, быть более твердым. Это слишком легко.Каков пункт, если нет вызова? Somethings не нуждается в проблемах, ношкола ... школа слишком легка. Я не могу ждать, чтобы видеть, как этособирается быть.

School is so easy! Well, Papa said he'd fix that for me, he went to myschool and talked with the principal. So when I go to school next week,I'm going to a higher grade! I don't have to go to 7th grade. I get togo to 8th grade! I'm so excited. This better be harder. This is all tooeasy. What's the point if there isn't a challenge? Somethings don'tneed challenges, but school...school is too easy. I can't wait to seehow this is going to be.

 

2/2/2023

Хорошо школьный определенно более твердо теперь, но все еще...

О! Я взял некоторых дополнительный после школьных программ. Яприсоединился к клубу проекта химии прогресса, клубу биологии иязыковому клубу. И я добираюсь, чтобы спать в моей школе по средамночью. Это - забава, есть много детей, которые остаются здесь. Не всеони счастливы остаться, потому что они должны остаться весь учебный годдолго. Но не меня, я люблю оставаться там однажды ночью неделя. Ясделал некоторых друзей здесь - не говорят Папа, но иногда мыпропускаем класс и выходим. И несколько ночей среды, мы не остаемся вшколе! Я не могу сказать Вам все, что мы делаем, но возможно другоевремя. Я должен лечь спать теперь.

Well school is definitely harder now, but still...

Oh! I've taken some extra after school programs. I joined the advancechemistry project club, the biology club and the languages club. And Iget to sleep at my school on Wednesday nights. It's fun, there are lotsof kids who stay here. Not all of them are happy to stay, because theyhave to stay all school year long. But not me, I like staying there onenight a week. I've made some friends here - don't tell Papa, butsometimes we skip class and go out. And some Wednesday nights, we don'tstay at the school! I can't tell you everything we do, but maybeanother time. I have to go to bed now.

 

8/13/2023

Yay! Мне тринадцать сегодня! Я пригласил моих друзей от школы до моейстороны, и мы имели большую забаву! Папа позволяет мне иметь моюсторону водоемом. Было много пищи и подарков, и мы даже играли вводоеме. Мы мчались к большой скале в середине и мчались назад кберегу, это был такой глупый день. Даже Папа присоединился к одной изгонок. Папа любил мой финал, я сказал ему не говорить Маме, поскольку яхотел дать это ей в течение ее Дня рождения! Я знаю, что она будетлюбить это!

 

8/31/2023

Каникулы закончены, сегодня - в последний день. Завтра я начинаюсреднюю школу, и мой это собирается быть сумасшедшим. Я - толькотринадцать, и я добираюсь, чтобы пойти к средней школе! Возможно явстречу симпатичного мальчика там? Haha, вероятно не ... 'Папа сторонне будет одобрять, и Мама будет продолжать говорить мне все те истории!Средняя школа собирается быть забавой, но я иду к мисс Маме и Папе. Ядолжен остаться там учебный год вокруг. Я добираюсь, чтобы видеть их наперерывах и лете, но, который является всем. Ай... Я пропускаю их уже.

Yay! I'm thirteen today! I invited my friends from school to my party,and we had lots of fun! Papa let me have my party by the pond. Therewas lots of food and presents and we even played in the pond. We racedto the big rock in the middle and raced back to the shore, it was sucha silly day. Even Papa joined one of the races. Papa liked my final, Itold him not to tell Mama, as I wanted to give it to her for herBirthday! I know she'll love it!

Vacation is over, today is the last day. Tomorrow I start high schooland my this is going to be crazy. I'm only thirteen and I get to go tohigh school! Maybe I'll meet a cute boy there? Haha, probablynot...'sides Papa won't approve and Mama will keep telling me all thosestories! High school is going to be fun, but I'm going to miss Mama andPapa. I have to stay there school year round. I get to see them onbreaks and summer but, that is all. Aw... I miss them already.

 

3/15/2024

Привет Дневник, не использовались в, в то время как, это былосумасшедшим. Хорошо, таким образом первый год, оказалось, был болеетвердым, чем я думал. Я действительно должен был учиться! О Папа был бынастолько гордым, если он мог бы видеть, как трудно я учился! Послетого, как я нахожу мое выравнивание, хотя вздох ... ... вещи сталунылым - хорошо мудрая работа класса. Я все еще чувствую, что этотуровень слишком медленен для меня... Даже с дополнительными вечернимиклассами, это походит есть больше для меня, чтобы учиться. Я послал поэлектронной почте моему Папе вчера вечером, и он сказал, что он уберетэто для меня. Он сказал мне, что я должен буду получить весь А, или онне будет спрашивать снова.

Hello Diary, haven't been around in a while, it's been crazy. Ok, sothe first year turned out to be harder than I thought. I really had tostudy! Oh Papa would be so proud if he could see how hard I studied!After I found my alignment though...sigh...things have become dull -well class work wise. I still feel like this level is too slow forme...Even with the extra night classes, it seems like there is more forme to learn. I emailed my Papa last night and he said he'd clear it upfor me. He told me I'd have to get all A's or he won't ask again.


August 25, 2009 at 5:53 PM Flag Quote & Reply

Zixkya
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4/28/2024

Какой день! О мой, это был только душевнобольной! Сегодня меня и моихдрузей симулировал быть больным. Мы крались из школы и пошли дляпоездки! Среди всей этой школьной атмосферы я почти потерял красотумира вокруг меня. Это заставило меня думать о Папе прогулок, и я имелобыкновение продолжать, когда я был немного.

Поездка принесла нам к фильмам. Позволяет только говорят, не каждый смотрел кино.

What a day! Oh my, it was just loony! Today me and my friends pretendedto be sick. We sneaked out of the school and went for a ride! Among allthis school atmosphere I nearly lost the beauty of the world around me.It made me think about the walks Papa and I used to go on when I waslittle.

The ride brought us to the movies. Lets just say, not everyone was watching the movie.

 

1/5/2025

Папа не был слишком счастлив сегодня. Он не знает о нашей школе,пропускающей дни, но я не говорил ему о том мальчике в кинофильмах.Мальчик был то, что плохая идея. Я подразумеваю, я только сказал Папе,что я любил мальчика и что мы пошли в кинофильмы несколько раз, и Папатолько взрывался. И да, Мама заставила меня сидеть там и слушать ееистории снова. Хорошо, я предполагаю, что я не буду говорить Папебольше о нем.

Papa wasn't too happy today. He doesn't know about our school skippingdays, but I didn't tell him about that boy at the movies. Boy was thata bad idea. I mean, I only told Papa that I liked the boy and that wewent to the movies a few times and Papa just blew up. And yes, Mamamade me sit there and listen to her stories again. Well, I guess Iwon't be telling Papa anymore about him.

 

2/3/2025

Хорошо это только сосет. Я пошел в класс сегодня и того мальчика, онпошел. Преподаватель сказал, что он был размещен в новую школу. Ядумаю, что Папа сделал это. Действительно ли грустно, что ядействительно не забочусь? О хорошо, здесь есть больше людей. И сталоболее твердым пропустить школу, они помещают новые замки в двери. Какгрустный, теперь я не могу выйти из исследования города...

Well that just sucks. I went to class today and that boy, he's gone.Teacher said he got placed at a new school. I think Papa did it. Is itsad that I really don't care? Oh well, there's more people here. Andit's gotten harder to skip school, they put new locks on the doors. Howsad, now I can't go out exploring the city...

 

12/30/2025

Большое удивление! Я не должен был начать учебный год как юниор! Ясделал это, я получил весь А в прошлом году, и теперь я добираюсь,чтобы быть старшим! О мое совершенство! Я не могу верить этому, ядобираюсь, чтобы окончить школу средняя школа в пятнадцать! Я собираюсьучиться очень трудно и делать Папу и Маму гордым!

Big surprise! I didn't have to start the school year as a junior! I didit, I got all A's last year and now I get to be a senior! Oh mygoodness! I can't believe this, I get to graduate high school atfifteen! I'm gonna study real hard and make Papa and Mama proud!

 

5/20/2026

Я окончил школу сегодня. Это было довольно страшно, выглядывая средитолпы и видя всех тех пожилых людей. Интересно, куда я пойду теперь?Они возьмут меня в коллаже? Я - только пятнадцать... Я собираюсьтосковать без моих друзей. Папа говорит, вхожу ли я в коллаж, я не будуиметь времени для любого ... любой! Папа и Мама гордятся мной, я знаю,что, но что, если коллаж слишком тверд?

I graduated today. It was rather scary, looking out among the crowd andseeing all those older people. I wonder, where will I go now? Will theytake me at a collage? I'm only fifteen...I'm going to miss my friends.Papa says if I get into collage, I won't have time for anyone...anyone!Papa and Mama are proud of me, I know that, but what if collage is toohard?


August 25, 2009 at 5:54 PM Flag Quote & Reply

Zixkya
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11/1/2026

Привет Дневник, я не знаю, когда я затем напишу в Вас, если я буду дажеиметь время. Коллаж тверд. Я беру 6 классов в неделю и готовлюсьинтернировать. Я не закончил мои занятия все же, и я имею 7 бумаг,должных завтра. Это является настолько сумасшедшим. Я не видел моихдрузей от средней школы в месяцах, они все пошли в различные коллажи. Я- специализация по Химии и Механике, но я специализируюсь вРазрушениях! Ха ха, как это заставляет меня помнить мои младшие годы. Явсе еще люблю заставлять вещи пойти бум. Я имел лучшие проекты науки вмоих младших сортах. Я все еще делаю теперь. Я сделал полныйминиразмерный демонстрационный пример ядерного ядра, реагирующего нанесколько различных ситуаций для моего проекта средней школы! В этомгоду, о, я приводил в движение целую новую идею! Я должен буду сказатьВам об этом позже, это - полностью главная тайна!

Hello Diary, I don't know when I will next write in you, if I'll evenhave time. Collage is hard. I'm taking 6 classes a week and gettingready to intern. I haven't finished my studies yet and I have 7 papersdue tomorrow. This is so crazy. I haven't seen my friends from highschool in months, they all went to different collages. I'm majoring inChemistry and Mechanics, but I specialize in Demolitions! Ha ha, how itmakes me remember my younger years. I still love making things go boom.I had the best science projects in my younger grades. I still do now. Imade a full mini-sized demo of a nuclear core reacting to severaldifferent situations for my middle school project! This year, oh, I setin motion whole new idea! I'll have to tell you about it later, this istotally top secret!

 

8/13/2029

Ничего себе, я не был здесь в возрастах! Почти сделанный с коллажем, яимею еще несколько месяцев, чтобы пойти! Я все еще воздействую на мойзаключительный проект, мы добрались, чтобы начать те в начале первогогода здесь. Они хотят, чтобы мы были в состоянии развить нашиндивидуальный проект к его самому полному. Я знаю, что Папа будетлюбить это, он может использовать это, если хочет также. Разговор оПапе ... он кажется небольшим количеством отдаленного отвлеченным ....

Wow, I haven't been here in ages! Almost done with collage, I have afew more months to go! I'm still working on my final project, we got tostart those in the beginning of out first year here. They want us to beable to develop our individual project to its fullest. I know Papa willlove this, he can use it if wants too. Speaking of Papa... he seems abit distant... distracted.


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-----'- Diary(Words from the Past Pt2) 7/21/2030

Working for Papa is amazing! There is so much to do and I still get tospend time with him. I'm glad he likes my work and it is not justbecause I'm his daughter, but because I am smart. Ha ha! You know itmade me think? I browsed the internet and laughed. So many pictures ofthat American President's party boy! Doesn't he have anything else todo in life? I may be a rulers child, but I am no toy. I don't playpretty with the cameras all day - perhaps a photo or two here andthere, but no more. I'm glad I'm not chased like that - ha ha Papawould kill them if they kept doing that to me. Doesn't that Americanfather care about his son enough to hide him from all that...thatpublicity. Its so...uh...words can't even fill what I need to say. Atleast my Papa has a real reason to be proud of me. I've done plenty agood thing to keep my name true. And what, what is with thiscybernetic? How can a man who is more machine than man run a country? Ihope Papa never becomes like that - I know he won't by choice. I knowmachines and they are not made to run countries...

 

8/13/2032

Today I turn twenty-one, Papa is throwing me a huge party! Mama keepsasking when I'm going to get married and I told her there isn't anyoneon this planet that Papa would let me marry! Mama and Papa laughed, Iwas serious though, I don't think Papa would let me marry anyone onEarth! The party was fun, but that thought still rings in my mind...

 

12/30/2034

So much time...yet so little time. Soon I shall be going away. Away towar! I'm a bit nervous, I've served some timeon the field but this ismajor. I'm going to be defending my Papa, his palace...our palace. I'vebegun packing and I'm almost done, just a few more things...yes a fewthings. Papa - I will do well! I won't fail!

 


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3/17/2035

I can't believe this! This war - it is so stupid!!! I don't understand,the morals are gone, the people have gone mad! Do they not realize youcan not have your cake and eat it? These people are all following himdown a broken path! And what is wrong with Papa? Can't he see? This isnever going to work! I did the math, I reworked everything and there isno way this could ever work! And threatening to kill us all if we lose?What is the point of that? Doesn't he care if he kills me too? DoesPapa not love me anymore? This isn't fair, I don't want to die and Idon't want Papa to die either! Why won't he listen to me? What's wrong?

 

3/20/2035

He's lost it...Papa doesn't care...He doesn't care if I DIE. It's notfair...why? He won't hear a word I have to say...not a word and Mama,she's won't let me talk to him anymore. She says I upset him too much.

 

3/26/2035

I'm sorry Papa, but I have to go. There are no answers here and I can'tmake you see...You won't listen, but if I find the right answer I canshow you it! Maybe you need to see it? I don't know anymore Papa...ButI have to leave, if I stay here, I can't stop you. I have to stop youfrom hurting us...all of us.

I love you Papa, I will see you again...when I have that answer, we can be a family again!

Papa -

I know you'll find this Diary...

I know you'll read it.


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The Email

Where are you? I need...I need to talk to you - see you! I'm going tospace and I think...I think I'm scared..Today I was really scared. Ithought you were here - I thought you might die. If you really had beenhere it would have been you crushed like a spider instead of thatfake-ass cyber freak of a copy. I don't know who would do a thing likethat and impersonate you, especially since cyber isn't you...It'srather bothersome. But I can't leave without seeing you again, what ifI don't make it back from space? I really miss you...I'm sorry I leftlike that, but I just didn't know what to do. I hope you are safe,where ever you are...

your little princess,

Sasha

P.S.

I will find a way to see you before I leave for space. I just know it!


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Violet's Thoughts 2

Well what a day. A day to remember and a day to forget. So much to say,so little words to write - I can't write it all down, too much isclassified. To many things happened that shouldn't have! I'm gladthings turned out the way they did - for a moment...just one moment Iwas scared...really scared. But now that fear is gone and another hastaken it's place. We are going to space...I can't go yet though. I haveunfinished business....I must say good bye to my family. I didn't givea proper good bye the day I left, I just left and I won't do thatagain. I don't know if I'll make it out there - Earth I know, I don'tknow space and as curious and inquisitive of such I am, I just don'tknow. Now that I know there are other things out there, anything couldhappen. I'm glad to be going with friends, I wouldn't want to goalone...I don't want to be alone.

Everyone is growing and changing. Spending more time with everyone hasproven...interesting. It seems as Christopher Stryker has become like alittle brother. What a sweet boy, looking for advice on love! Well I'mwilling to help, besides our hanging out together takes the pressureoff Krya for a bit. I think Kyra needs a bit of space to think. I hopeshe chooses well. I don't want to see either of them get hurt. Since weare going to space...It won't matter if they are together. Besides aslong as it isn't really spoken, it's all under don't ask don't tell.Marx is still quiet as ever, but is very efficient in his work. Withhis help we brought justice to an innocent man!

I wonder, since we are leaving soon...would the President allow me afavor? I need to ask him something, if it goes well...


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-----'- Private Diary (Present) x/x/2035

Wow. This week has been insane! Everything could have fallen apart in amere second if it truly was Papa. I'm glad it wasn't. It's bad enoughthat I think...I think I regret leaving him, but if I didn't...whoknows where the world would be now? I can't think of that now. I mustfind a way...gah... Well on the bright side - I was nearly crushed bythe President and a fake cyber Papa!! OMG how sad would that have been?I can't believe it! Mm...Oh! Saving that man was really cool. I'venever had to do that back home. It felt nice to prove him innocent. Iknew he had to be, there's no way he could build a machine likethat...No...Maybe the bad light will be taken off my Papa if they canfind this American bad man! That would be nice. It would be nice ifPapa didn't have to hide...It's not fair! How come everyone else cansee their families and I can't? Don't I have a that right too? Isn'tthis the free world now? The war is over, why can't Papa be around? Idon't care would could have happened...we stopped it. We stopped thewar. It's done. People died. Everyone got what they wanted -freedom.Freedom. It's just not fair. Why does one always have to lose? Whycan't we just move on and forgive?


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Violet's Smile Hm, a play? So...soon? Ah I've got to see this, lolz. I wanna who's playing who, as that shall be very interesting.I find it quite cool that I get a special seat, I need to get a goodview of this. I've got to see how they view out this war - what willthey do and who is going to be playing who? Oh, you know I'm going tohave to record this


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True Intentions Хлынется это доказывает быть интересно! Я надеюсь он там - он долженбыть или или они не пригласили бы меня by name как то. Если он, товозможно я могу пойти backstage и поговорить к ему. То… было бы славно.Я хотел был бы говорить к ему снова. Кроме того, мне нужно официальносказать goodbye быть отцом. Я не могу оставить земля до тех пор пока яне сделать. Я не буду выходить как то снова. Я не буду. Не право.Возможно эта воля игры помогает населить видит, то мы, котор всевоевали для мы верили для того чтобы быть правы. Но не правых илинеправильно будет всей перспективой. Я надеюсь отец там, я не можетждать для того чтобы увидеть его! И я хочу увидеть играет все другиелюдей! То должно быть интересно! lol haha.


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Violet's Impaitence So as I sit here, I wonder what's going to happen...really? Is thecrowd even going to buy this play? I wonder how accurate this play isgoing to be? I am waiting, waiting impatiently...I can not wait to seewhat's going to happen. I am excited, yet unsure...Hm... The clock isticking and time is running slowly...

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Sasha's Hidden Diary

Well...the cat is partially out of the bag. I guess it wasn't as bad asI thought it was going to be. I didn't get yelled at, but then again,not everyone knows...

Ek, what a relief, at least now I can go to space with some peace inmind...I got to see my father once more and he wasn't mad at meeither...It made me happy that he was proud of me Maybe, maybe he understands now? I hope he does...it just might not betoo late...for now, he will have to hide, but perhaps someday - somedayhe won't have to. Hm....I will have to talk to my friend again, perhapshe can help? I mean he doesn't have the full pull of the power, butheck, he is the president's son, so maybe he can help?

Gah!!! Now what? Hm... Perhaps while I am in space, I shall find myanswer, a way for Papa to live a real life again. Living in fear is nolife for anyone, though it is better than being dead.

Stupid wars. Stupid people making stupid wars. I still don't get it. Idon't think I ever will...hell I don't know if I want to get it.Gar.....well ya, it's time for me to go, I'll write again later...lotsto pack and lots to move around. Mmmm wonder what it's gonna be like?Will it be fun or really scary? I kinda wanna have some fun, justthinking of the past few months makes my head spin.


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Sasha's Private letter *only for GM's knowledge* Dear Papa,

Thanks for finding someway to see me! I was so surprised and happy Iwasn't sure what to say! But I hope you find someplace safe to stay fornow. Mmm, maybe I'll find some way to help you from space? Hehe, whoknows, maybe a new planet? Gah, but you know who would take it forthemselves...or...I dunno. I'll figure something out. I wasn't reallymad at you either, I was just...confused. I still don't get the pointof war - people die and only some people get what they want. It isn'tfair...there has to be a better way to do things.

 

I just hope you see the light now...ambition for any reason leads togreat losses. The world can not be bent to one person, but can be madebetter with all people. I don't know a lot about political affairs, butI know a little compromise can go a long way if played right.

 

I've been doing well here, but I still miss home. I miss taking thewalks outside in the morning and evening...but I've found I've got lotsof things in common with the people I'm with. Even from differentsides, we are all alike! How strange, yet comforting. I found some funtoo. Haha, teasing Krya and pretending to be all close with Christopheris entertaining. I have no interest in him, but Krya doesn't know thatand neither does the public, so it makes for great fun to poke at. Wedo it on purpose, just to make things interesting. Nothing to worryabout if you see anything on it, I'm not interested in any of thisgroup - don't need to give you another reason for coming out of hiding- hehe. Besides, they're more friend than anything. We all seem to makea nice team. That's good yes? They will keep me company out here, Ijust hope I do not become bored or too home sick......OR space sick -yucky. *insert generic recap of some past events, cause i'm too lazy towrite them out, lolz*

 

Mm, say hi to everyone for me and that I can't wait to see them! Ooo,if you can, maybe you all can watch the take off? That would be cool,I'll wave for you all! I'll try to see if I can pick something nice upfrom space - do you think they have stores out there? Well, I'll bringback something! Maybe when I get back everything will beok...maybe...if not...I'll have to do something. I don't like playingcat and mouse like this. I'll have to play my cards right, maybe I canmake them owe me something - oh the plan is already formulating.

 

Don't worry, I'll be fine. It's you I gotta worry about!

Haha, it is supposed to be the other way around, but when has anythingwe've done been the right way 'round? I'll use it if I need you, ok?

Well, be safe, I'll be back sooner or later. Please don't go gettingcaught, cause I don't want to have to hijack a space-craft and dashacross the universe XD

I would if I had to, but I'd prefer not to get into any trouble!

 

love,

~Sasha~

 

<poem on back of page>

Every life has a shadow, every shadow has a life...

Earth's deepest cut comes not from a knife, but from hatred...

one is never truly lost, they are merely out of place...

if the world goes cold, get a blanket.

even death needs a friend as it lives in all of us....

what truly is never was and can't be anymore...

lost words make strong bindings and loud sounds muffle nothing...

if u find it, give it back, if u lose it, they will find it...

i am the calm before the storm and the life in the destruction left by it.


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Sasha - Entering Space Today, was interesting to say the least. We prepared for take off earlyrequesting our bring alongs - I can't wait to tinker with my toyslater! In the mist of drama, I set forth something fun.That old Scratchand Sniff needs to lighten up - so I set him up with a gassy receipe tohelp relieve some pressure! Oh how funny it was to hear him farting hisway through the speech!!! The sleep over was fun, we all learned alittle something about each other. Details maybe I'll go over later...

Take off was AMAZING and hyper-drive was awesome! Nothing at all likethe movies. Mm, watching the Earth fade away was rather sad. I won'tget to see Papa for a long time...hope he does ok. The most morbidthought crossed my mind as the Earth disappeared from view - What if itwas all gone when we came back? What if something bad happened and itwas all gone?

Haha!!! Oh boy that was funny - I got the best pictures and video inthe world and now Christopher has them!!! Lmao, he must be having anose-bleed right about now! Well, hopefully, he will be able to returnme the favor later.

Oh my, not even out here for a full day and already we are underattack! Geesh, even space holds no rest for the army. Great, justlovely, our ship has a few new piercings! Maybe that morbid thoughtcould be turned around. Maybe when they come to find us, we will begone. Gah. Why can't it be a nice ride? I want to sit back and enjoythe view! Space is so pretty! Mmm maybe we can loot them? Wonder whatkind of peoples are on these ships? Wonder what they'll look like? Eep!What if they look like slugs? Ewwww....


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Sasha Can't Sleep Part 1 Well...I don't know where to begin...This is all rather odd. We solvedthat problem, no worry there. Apparently that's how alien's say hi. Notreally, but they weren't as bad as we thought, ODD, but not bad. Hm, itwas rather...amusing actually.

Haha, didn't realize Christopher cared so much! What a whaling he gavethat nutty boy and just because he fell on me! It's nice to knowthough, at least I'm not just a number. Though it was a nice jester, itwas rather...harsh. I'm half glad, half annoyed with the idea of havingto put Cyris in a collar. I mean, it's nice to keep him put, but peopleshouldn't be kept like dogs...even if he does act like one.

 

Hm, weird though...space seems to leave a strange affect on me. I don'tknow how some one so dumb can be so...cute? This Cyris hassomething...I don't know how to say it without sounding strange, but hehas something attractive to him. It's not his smarts, hell I could beathim at counting for Earth's sake. I don't know what it is, but it'sthere and I will have to investigate this more. He's kind of likea...hm i don't know. I wonder, is there any smarts in his head at all?If he's not smart, what is he good at? Hm...he seemed very able withgetting out of being tied up...but is that all? I'll have to sit himdown, maybe talk some smarts into him. Well, if he's dumb, then he'llbe that more easy to manipulate? Haha, I'll have to thank Christopherfor letting me have this new...pet. Hm, Cyris intrigues me, I'll haveto learn more. Ug. He's going to eat us out of food though. There's gotto be something to control that. How strange, perhaps it his quirksthat have such a pull? Slightly annoying, yet playful...odd indeed.Very different from what I'm used to...Oh. Well perhaps Papa wouldapprove of him, being so different and he seems harmless.

 

I wonder how Papa is doing? I hope he's ok. Hm and it makes me thinkthat pin, how would he get to me is space? I hope I don't have to useit. That would be strange and slightly out of place.

 

What a weird day.

 

~I'll write more later, I have to get a munchy~


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